bekleyen

Sen, kaçan ürkek ceylânsın dağda,
Ben, peşine düşmüş bir canavarım!
İstersen dünyayı çağır imdada;
Sen varsın dünyada, bir de ben varım!

Seni korkutacak geçtiğin yollar,
Arkandan gelecek hep ayak sesim.
Sarıp vücudunu belirsiz kollar,
Enseni yakacak ateş nefesim.

Kimsesiz odanda kış geceleri,
İçin ürperdiği demler beni an!
De ki: Odur sarsan pencereleri,
De ki: Rüzgâr değil, odur haykıran!

Göğsümden havaya kattığım zehir,
Solduracak bir gül gibi ömrünü,
Kaçıp dolaşsan da sen, şehir şehir,
Bana kalacaksın yine son günü.

Ölürsün... Kapanır yollar geriye;
Ben mezarla sırdaş olur, beklerim.
Varılmaz hayale işaret diye,
Toprağında bir taş olur, beklerim...

Necip Fazıl Kısakürek

bekleyen

well i hope god protects your soul
i don't know if you should leave home alone
maybe you've been drinking from the devil's bowl
i can't express myself 'cause i'm not fully grown

my heartache, is my mistake you see
my heartache, is my mistake you see

well i am conscious of the way that i act
but i won't betray you, you can be sure of that
i'm not a pet who does tricks at the drop of a hat
i wish i was fiction, i wish i was fact

my heartache, is my mistake you see
my heartache, is my mistake you see

i need to build a wall around me
i need to build a wall around me
but i want to smile with everybody
would you say that is possessive of me?
would you say that is possessive of me?

yes we feel bad in winter
we act a little bit strange
the dark sky threatens me daily
makes me alter and change, change, change, change

i need to build a wall around me
but i want to smile with everybody
would you say that is possessive of me?